Hardest decision I've ever made in my life:
Should I take Synthetic Organic Chemistry or Media Analysis/Development Economics?
Good things about taking Synthetic Organic Chemistry:
I am at Uppsala University which is a University renowned for its science programs. I should be taking advantage of the chemistry classes here. Although there is an Organic Synthesis course at Cal Poly, this course is much more extensive with a lot more lab work and A LOT more class time. Having this class in my background could give me a solid background in Organic Chemistry which will could possibly help me in my future as a chemist (although if I end up as an Organic Chemist when I grow I will be miserable).
Bad things about taking Synthetic Organic Chemistry:
8-5 every single day. I've done this for my last two classes, and it's hard now when it's not that cold or dark. November is coming and so will the snow and the dark. All the students have told me that I will be biking to class in the dark and biking home from class in the dark, the hours of sunlight will be missed since we'll be in class. I know I can do it, I just don't know how happy I'll be while I am in the course. I have only taken chemistry courses and it has taken up a lot of my free time. Although I have made good friends in my chemistry courses, I have also missed out on meeting a lot of the international students that will be leaving after this semester. If I take this course, I will become better friends with my classmates, but will not get to know a lot of the international students that will be leaving (and thus have less places to travel when I get the opportunity). Also since I am missing one day of this course due to a trip Oslo, it will be very difficult to organize a make-up day. I already emailed the professor about it and all she said was that it was mandatory that I go to it (but I talked to another professor that said it was not mandatory).
Good things about taking Media Analysis/Development Economics:
A BREAK FROM CHEMISTRY! Chemistry I love you, but I think we need some space from eachother. I will have more time to get to know my international friends before they leave (so I can visit them whenever I have spare time next semester) and possibly get a little job! I will be more relaxed and (hopefully) happier...not that I'm unhappy now, I'm just sick of being in class all day everyday. I know I shouldn't complain because it will be like this when I'm in "the real world," but I'm not in the real world yet and I'd like to save these 8-5 days for when I am.
Bad things about taking Media Analysis/Development Economics:
Not much. I would have my final around the same time as my Swedish final which my be stressful, but it'll be fine. I will not get to see my chemistry friends and since I will be studying chemistry in a different building as them next semester, I will most likely not see them much. Unless I put a lot of effort into it. Which I could say I will do, but I know I won't.
Pleaaaase give me your opinion on what I should do! Really, anyone that has an opinion let me know! I am so lost and need some guidance. So far I am leaning toward not taking Organic Synthesis, but maybe thats a bad idea???
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
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My favorite professor just told me, "Take the one that best enhances your overall experience there in Sweden, an experience you'll never have again."
ReplyDeleteBut what kind of experience do I want Sweden to be? The one where I worked myself to tears, but bettered myself educationally as a chemist? Or the one where I slacked and took a GE, but got to know people from all around the world??
What is wrong with me?!? Mom I blame you for my inability to make a decision.
Mi amiga mejor! I will give you my thoughts and you can take them or leave them.
ReplyDeleteYou know I'm a stickler for being a hard worker in college and not slacking off... but... I must say...
YOU ARE IN SWEDEN!
This is a once in a life time oppertunity. Taking Organic Chemistry isn't the oppertunity... BEING IN SWEDEN is the oppertunity. Meeting people you would have never have met otherwise... Having fun... Making unforgettable memories... Being happy... Learning new things... Trying new things... Eating weird food or going to weird places... Watching the sun rise after you haven't seen it in over 20 hours (haha)... Those are the experiences I think you should focus on. Chemisty will always be there for you, but Sweden (and all the people in it) will NOT always be there for you. You have to take full advantage of where you are and the experiences you can get out of it.
At least that's how I see it. You know how important school is to me, but I think there are some things that enrich your life that are even more important. And this could be one of those things as long as you MAKE it one of those things.
I know the Organic Chemistry class will be more extensive at Uppsala--but I have no doubt in my mind that you will still learn and conquer the subject, regardless of where you end up taking the class. As I've said before, your educational experience is IN YOUR HANDS. And I know you will become brilliant, because that's just how you are. You ARE hardworking. You ARE amazing. That's why you are even debating this decision. Cal Poly is a good school and you are a good student. You would have still become a brilliant chemist even if you never studied abroad.
But you ARE studying abroad... so MAKE the most of it! Do what you WANT to do. Do what will make you happy. Even if that means taking an easier class for a while.
Those are my two cents.
Anyway I know what ever decision you make will be okay and I will support you. If you need anything you know where to find me. Muchas love!!
True I am indecisive...I'll take the blame for that, but I'm also going to take the credit then. I'm taking the credit for a brain-i-ack child whose toughest decision is between two upper level college courses. I'm taking the credit for a child whose sense of humor is so funny that I snort when I laugh (loved the break-up with chemistry). And as long as I'm on this roll, I'm going to take credit for the wise friends you have. That was some good advice Melissa had to offer. Love you babe!
ReplyDeletewell thank you guys! i really appreciated your comments. I'm going with Media Analysis!
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